No Turning Back

Becoming Someone New

Becoming Someone New

“No turning back”, I whispered to myself, as I thought about the roads I’ve traveled to become who I am today. I don’t ever want to go back to who I was. Never!

My journey, although different from yours, would have facets of similarities in thoughts, painful experiences and questions. Each journey is uniquely fashioned by Papa God himself… to fulfill and work into our lives that what is greatest for us. As I look at my life, past and present, I can see His handiwork, His fingerprints everywhere.

His fingerprints, the evidence left that He was here, looking after things, seeing to it that you had been taken care of in every possible way imaginable.

Prayer answered, doors opened, events coming together, lives changed. These are but some examples of His work in our lives. It’s endless, and His objective? Well, that our faith (Our confidence in Him), our love would grow and mature and that we would learn to endure the everyday situations with a joyful attitude. That our walk with Papa would be like it is with a best friend.


Stop and think about that a moment…

What are best friends like? We always have and make time for them. We laugh and cry with them, are always ready to listen and care very much what they have to say.

There were times I didn’t see His fingerprints and possibly I wasn’t looking for them. It could be that I just didn’t recognize them. I can assure myself though, they were there. Many times I got caught up into the mess of the situation, emotions flared, fear and worry crept in… it clouded my mind. Blocked me from seeing and hearing Him. My focus was lost in self and what was going to happen to me, rather than focused on Papa and what He was going to do. And you know, that never did serve me well. *snickers* I write that as though it’s past, and should actually word it present tense. It doesn’t ever serve me well! I have grown much since then and have learned to pray and watch for Him to show up.

“No turning back”, I kept whispering to myself. Back there was a young woman who didn’t know who she was or where she was going. I was so angry. I don’t miss her; Not at all. Filled with grief and loneliness, I muttered through my days fulfilled by the means of someone else’s dreams and desires for me. I was critical and judgmental, an easy behavior for someone who didn’t like themselves. If I could find fault with others then I didn’t feel as inadequate. Those self justifying feelings only lasted momentarily and were gone too fast to offer any sense of worth. I was miserable, and the funny thing about it… was no one knew. I learned how to hide my misery with false humility. I became a master of deception.

One day though, my pain and misery exceeded my comfort level and my cries to Papa were heard and answered. He re-arranged our circumstances to bring into our lives key people to help us leave that valley and start the journey towards the next.

As I journey towards my goal, growing to become more and more like Him… why don’t you join me? Come and taste and see that He is good! You won’t regret it. Ps 38:4

Veronica Schultz

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About Ostara Schultz

Stephen & Ostara Schultz are a Mother/Son duo who are modern medicine healers known as the ‘Spiritual Chefs’. use kitchen analogies to teach how to become their own spiritual Five Star Chef, learning new transformational dishes to release Stale, Icy, old recipes of blocks, resistance and emotional triggers. They teach how to remodel the space they create from and cook up special and delightful life-banquets they’d like to experience and enjoy. They’ve ridden through their own Dark Night of the Soul when they experienced family disowning them, foreclosures, car accidents, near death experiences, drugs and the Complete Dissolution of Life as they knew it… as with any Initiation, this experience just prepared them to now support You… To walk through fire alongside you, to work through any issue or challenge by shamanically unwinding the brambles of spiritual and physical trauma and unlocking the Practical Solutions that have been hidden from You. They now live in the San Joaquin Valley with Eric, Stephen’s dad who is also Ostara’s husband on Life Purpose and puppies. Together they are helping people to create a signature sovereign lifestyle budding with abundance in love, spiritual gifts, money and all the self’s i.e. self-confidence, self-assurance, self-love to name a few. They inspire other heart centered entrepreneurs to align their businesses to a new paradigm of 5D consciousness. Ostara and Eric has a healthy sovereign daughter Lauren, who is happily married to Kyle, whom is absolutely adored by the Schultz’s, two grandchildren with one on the way, they are truly blessed. Reach out to them, they’d love to meet you. Stockton Ca, USA Email: Facebook Ostara Facebook Stephen Facebook: The Spiritual Chefs
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