Thank God for His Grace – Dear Lord,

Dear Lord,

I remember when I worried about my salvation. I would ask You to come into my heart every time I felt guilty about something I did. I was so afraid that I wasn’t saved anymore.

Then there were moments, I thought you were mad at me, because of the way I acted or treated others. I became afraid of You; afraid that I wasn’t good enough.

I went to church, not because I wanted to, but because every child of God should. I was always aspiring to be better than I was, driving myself crazy with un-forgiveness and condemnation. (1)

One day You sent me an angel in disguise to show me Your truth. This angel helped me to understand Your word, which had gotten twisted and misunderstood as I was growing up. You made the crooked paths straight and the way smooth for me. (2)

I began to understand Your saving grace and that your gift could not be earned. It could not be bought, for gifts are given freely, aren’t they?  (3) (4)

It took a while to get used to the fact that I didn’t need to feel guilty or condemned when I messed up. I persevered in changing my thinking pattern to the new and wonderful ways You were teaching me.  I began to soar with the wings of Your Spirit in places I never dreamed existed. I began to enjoy my Journey with You.

The old me sometimes creeps up unexpectedly; especially if I’ve been through a trying circumstance. I am recognizing that old self, quicker and quicker, drowning it out in the praises I lift to You. (5)

I have learned that my journey with You is a process of growth, mistakes, forgiving myself and moving forward, but always knowing how proud You are of me; how much You love and support me in every way I need.(6)

I love You Papa God


  1. 1. John 3:17
    For God did not send his Son into the world to condemn the world, but to save the world through him.
  2. 2. Proverbs 4:11
    I guide you in the way of wisdom and lead you along straight paths.
  3. 3. Proverbs 3:6
    in all your ways acknowledge him, and he will make your paths straight
  4. 4. Ephesians 2:8-9 “For it is by grace you have been saved, through faith—and this not from yourselves, it is the gift of God— not by works, so that no one can boast.”-
  5. 5. 2 Corinthians 4:18
    So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
    For God did not appoint us to suffer wrath but to receive salvation through our Lord Jesus Christ.
  6. 6. 1 Thessalonians 5:10
    He died for us so that, whether we are awake or asleep, we may live together with him


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About Ostara Schultz

Stephen & Ostara Schultz are a Mother/Son duo who are modern medicine healers known as the ‘Spiritual Chefs’. use kitchen analogies to teach how to become their own spiritual Five Star Chef, learning new transformational dishes to release Stale, Icy, old recipes of blocks, resistance and emotional triggers. They teach how to remodel the space they create from and cook up special and delightful life-banquets they’d like to experience and enjoy. They’ve ridden through their own Dark Night of the Soul when they experienced family disowning them, foreclosures, car accidents, near death experiences, drugs and the Complete Dissolution of Life as they knew it… as with any Initiation, this experience just prepared them to now support You… To walk through fire alongside you, to work through any issue or challenge by shamanically unwinding the brambles of spiritual and physical trauma and unlocking the Practical Solutions that have been hidden from You. They now live in the San Joaquin Valley with Eric, Stephen’s dad who is also Ostara’s husband on Life Purpose and puppies. Together they are helping people to create a signature sovereign lifestyle budding with abundance in love, spiritual gifts, money and all the self’s i.e. self-confidence, self-assurance, self-love to name a few. They inspire other heart centered entrepreneurs to align their businesses to a new paradigm of 5D consciousness. Ostara and Eric has a healthy sovereign daughter Lauren, who is happily married to Kyle, whom is absolutely adored by the Schultz’s, two grandchildren with one on the way, they are truly blessed. Reach out to them, they’d love to meet you. Stockton Ca, USA Email: Facebook Ostara Facebook Stephen Facebook: The Spiritual Chefs
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